OUCH ... Shocked!

[tslover]

Hey everyone,

Well here's the thing, I always loved to penetrate myself with all sorts of things ever since I was a FORBIDDEN WORD. It all stated when I was taking my temperature the good old fashioned way... watching Golden Girls ... and when taking it out, I was tempted to mess around with it.. ever since then I would wait to be home alone and do all sorts of experiments ( I was 14 or 15 at the time)... moved out, I started with really big things, like the handle of a shovel (that wooden very thick handle)...

Amazingly, when I cum I would be extremely disgusted from the thing in me and cannot wait to get it out... is this normal?

Shemales were for me a dream....I came to a country now where they are easily accessable , and I gave it a shot.. shockingly , for a person who is nowhere near being a backyard virgin, when she penetrated me it was panful like HELL... I was bening over so much that blood was flooding towards my face, and she had the whole jelly tube emptied to make things ready... few inches were in and the huge unbearable pain started , and i was bleeding! took me 2 days to completely stop bleeding, 4 days for the pain to completely go away...

But ever since then I am too scared to penetrate myself, I went to another shemale, and was too scared to allow her to touch me... any ideas on why this happened? I would love to understand what went wrong, maybe this way I can get over this fear...

Thnx in advance for answering my questions

Cheers
TL

[kuteguy]

yep this is PERFECTLY normal
same thing happens to me as you described in all aspects - your post is pretty much me

I have been with about 10 or so shemales so far

it hurts like hell

and I am turned off it now - I just like fantasing to shemales

not interested in the pain or being penetrated in real life (unless ofcourse if I am drunk ;-) )
but ofcourse if I cum then I want to get out of there asap

but if I am with a woman then I am happy to stay after cumming - maybe it feels more "normal" to me to be with a girl
and I probably feel like a deviant/weirdo being with a tranny once the sex drive is gone .. haha!!

[honeygirl]

Yeah, I love that full feeling and being lightly stretched/stroked but if your pertness isn't aware of your needs (newness) then they can be a little less than gentle.
I, too want it out immediately after orgasm in general.
I found that if I'm being actually treated like a desireable and sexy woman (not just a quick fuck) then I can get into the sensations from that angle better and I enjoy it much more.
It also helps prolong the fun if I absolutely do not touch my dick until my partner is done.